CONGREGATION FOR PEACE AND TRANSFORMATION
PURIFICATION AND TRANSMUTATION
PEACE, LIGHT AND LOVE
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I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH MY PURPOSE, BUT I FEEL TRAPPED WITH BURDENS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH
Dear Masters, I am going through a hard time. I have suffered a lot, emotionally, with anxiety and depression, and feelings of great fear. I'm 31 years old and I've never been able to achieve my independence and do what I love. I have no confidence and I feel suffocated, trapped and not knowing where to go. I see myself always doing jobs that are not what I really want to do, and when I'm bad, these commitments become a punishment, while there's so much I want to do and I do not know how, nor do I know what binds me, if it concerns my material conditions, lack of self-confidence or self-sabotage. I often feel in a dark spiritual place, I am afraid to exist, I do not understand the purpose and sometimes it seems cruel to me. The world seems to me a matrix, and if everything is illusion, I do not know how to be part of it, it seems that all the time I think about it. It seems that I am the only person awake in a huge, strange dream and it leaves me terrified, as if nothing was real and nothing I could connect with. I fight with my mind, I often have bad nights of sleep, I'm afraid to go to sleep. I do not want to live with all this emotional suffering and fear. Why is this happening? Can I ever feel the peace and joy of living? I want to accomplish my purpose, but I feel trapped with burdens I do not know how to deal with.
Daughter, let's do it by steps. The suffocation you feel is the moorings of your own akashic record, memories of past ages being cleansed. The darkness that you see, and feel is your light begging, begging to shine. Imagine a sphere of air under a swimming pool. It struggles to rise to the surface, but a force holds it down, leaving it to the bottom. As much as it wants to leave, if this force does not allow, it will not be released. The sphere is your inner light. Strength is the fear you keep from making contact and accepting your light. Accept what you are. In which path are you? You are closed to everything when you feel your light. Really, daughter, you have plenty of light, but it needs to shine and get out of the fog. You must allow it. You are not alone in the world. It just feels that way. In your condition, thank God, there are thousands. All those who are close to allow the light to shine. To shine you can be in any environment, no matter which one or what you do, you can accept and see the beauty in any environment. Any one of them can make your heart vibrate. It does not matter what the activity is. For this, daughter, connect to the world, be the world, not what does not fit. Accept your humanity and let it shine. You are a beautiful being of light, allow yourself to see yourself this way, for this is the truth. Be in peace.
AM I BEING SELFISH BECAUSE I WISH MY HUSBAND TO CHANGE HIS LIFE?
Hello beloved masters! I left my job to follow what I think can make me happier, a purpose of my life, expecting that my husband would pass a civil service competitive examination and take over the financier until I stabilize. But he stopped studying for a musician's career, and I've been very nervous about it. I do not take much of this nightlife, and it strikes me as a teenage dream. Am I being too selfish to want him to change his life? Will I have to accept the impositions he places? I thought about divorcing, but we have a daughter, so I did not act.
Daughter, whenever you impose external conditions for your happiness, whatever it may be, you will be disappointed. If you play the condition of your happiness on someone else's hands, you will be in the dramas of life. Look daughter, how you act from the mind, which puts you in a position of selfishness. You want to follow your dreams, but you impose as a condition that others abdicate theirs to follow yours. What would that be otherwise wanting everything for yourself? If you want to follow your path, just do it, without supplanting the dream of others. Do not put your projects into the lives of others. If you want to follow, follow, but knowing that you are responsible for your choices. Be in peace.
SMOKERS, SHOULD I USE IT?
Dear Masters, I have always heard of smokers, but I am not sufficiently sure about what they are, what they are used for, and whether it is contraindicated to be used by beings on the spiritual path. Yesterday I heard the report of a case where a person was advised by a medium to make a smoker, and the results are surprising her by positivity. I was enthusiastic to consult this medium, as I was told long ago that there are energies that hinder my daily life. Does this medium work with light? Thank you for this opportunity.
Daughter, You put so much energy in these amulets, crystals, smokers and herbs. All this can be a tool of help, or not. In the background, it is not the amulet that brings the energy, because it is intended to amplify the energy of the consciousness that uses it. See, if you use it with fear of what will come, what energy will be magnified? But what if you use it with love? Do you understand, daughter, that everything you do depends on the energy that you radiate? Nothing replaces your heart. Be in peace.
I HAD STRONG FEELING FOR A FRIEND
Masters, I have one person in my life today, who is the father of my daughter. But a while ago, before him, I had strong feelings for a friend. Nothing happened, but I felt as if I had known him for a long time. They said we'll have a story, someday. Am I deceiving myself and devaluing my current companion?
Daughter, what is happening is that you put the anguish of the present life in the hope of a better future. You see qualities in him who you know only by appearance, but who, like all, is imperfect. You project happiness as a dream, of someone who would supply the needs of the present. Although, you do not realize that this lack is within you. And that, like a cycle, will come back to your life, wherever you are. The law of attraction leads us to work our fears. The characters change, but the pains are the same. If you want to live a new experience, live, because maybe living you might understand those words. Be in peace.
Congregation for Peace and Transformation